The reasons for this score as I have only read two lines therefore like Jamie I am going by my nouse and my life history of anxiety and my following him for ten years,one,I always wondered about his t-shirts I always thought now there's a man who does not want to be noticed yet his actions spoke the opposite and then I knew,he was flawed in the sense he does not know his own worth. Well I love him and admire him,I prepaid this book and waited in line and its been by my bedside awaiting a non busy moment which no doubt will come in summer which is nearly upon us where I will enjoy this book at the beach where I believe Jamie belongs,sun,fun and laughter.